Most public libraries offer these apps. You can borrow the ebook or audiobook version of Heaven for free using your library card.

The story follows a fourteen-year-old boy, known only as "Eyes" due to his strabismus (lazy eye), who is relentlessly tormented by his classmates. He finds a kindred spirit in Kojima, a girl in his class who is also a target of abuse. Together, they form a secret bond, seeking solace in their shared suffering and questioning the very nature of morality and "heaven" itself.

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In a chilling confrontation, the lead bully, Ninomiya, presents a nihilistic worldview, arguing that there is no inherent morality and that people act only on their power and desires.